sorry for not posting anything yesterday because i don't have energy and mood to write anything. okay so semalam, sy finally dapat keluar rumah. selalunya malas nak keluar. yeah lately sumpah malas nak keluar rumah sampaikan dah rasa lemau and rasa bengap sekejap tu yang keluar tu.
and tak pergi mana pun. tak pergi wayang. tak pergi shopping. no no. kitorg pergi minum chatime sebab sy teringin sangat nak minum chatime. so yeah we went to chatime pandan indah. me, tasha and azly. kitorg semua beli air chocolate. see, semua org rasa macam nak chocolate sekrang ni.
so yeah
so the real topic for today is, confidence
why is it hard to have a full confidence in ourselves not only just for today but for forever. lol. too much confidence can also kill you right, so just stay with the right amount of confidence. As if we can count confidence lol me. the point is, why can't i be confident with the skin that i'm wearing. is it the society that makes me full of insecurities. like right now i don't have the confidence, whether i'm using the right grammar or not, even when i know its right (i know there's soooo many grammar errors and i do care)
so yeah,
why?
the word 'why' is also a big problem to me. why can't i be like her? why can't i have that body? why does he picks her instead of me? seeeee i can't live with this. seeing societies only give love and interest to someone who is more pretty and rich and owns an iphone 5s lol i don't blame the society even though i do sometimes.
the lack of my confidence will cause all the uninvited why's to appear in my brain and will force the societies to think negative towards me.
that's what i think.
please, change your perception toward others. that includes me too.
toodles
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